Things seems fine on the outside,but the reality is, it wasn't what people used to think.Aimless thoughts came flooding into my mind,this nearly suffocated me.CHOICES HAS TO BE MADE!Maybe ii was being too childish.Or maybe blamed it on my recklessness in solving relationship problems.I'm at lost of what should ii do,so that all these problems can be solved eventually.I tried asking myself,what really went wrong?All my brain cells are searching for an answers. could it be.....Both of us are at faults?
I've tried my best at everything,juggling between schoolworks and YOU.Well we've made this choice together in the very first place.I've never regretted the time when ii spent with you.You made me smiled happily like an innocent kid without any worrys in her mind.You assured her that she will be safe if you were by her side protecting her.TIME really can change alot of things ii guessed.In a minute of time.Remembered all the wonderful times we used to tease each other?whenever we're together we behaved like kids.All the promises we made to each other? We sealed all the promises with our cute little finger.I placed trust in you,yet you've broken the trust.Destroyed it completely.
I'm dumbfounded when you've confessed everything to me.You were in distressed even before you've confessed to me.I knew you were struggling,with all the things you're going to tell me.I sensed it in your eyes.You pushed me away.I cried silently beside you,you didn't say anything to comfort me.Till that point ii've already knew the answer in your heart.you chose her out of love,you kept by your side because you think it's unfair to me.Just because ii've treated you far too well then any of ur other exs..You told me excuses are not a good solution to any problems.
I've faced everything up bravely,used all my remaining strength trying to mend things up.My soul are crying out loud,no one seems to hear it.
I've fell again,and for this time ii know it's gonna be hard for me to stand back upright again.I need to go through all this by myself,no one can help me out.I need love and support now.Concern is the key to healing.Maybe ii need time.AMPLE time.All my smile has faded away silently.Facing the real world now seems like it's ripping my fresh and soul apart.I don't wanna think anything now,trying my best to block all train of thought about you.Putting a smile on my face now,seems like an unachievable task.My energy and trust have been drained out.How long more can ii withstand everything??I'm holding on for as long as ii can hopefully.
EVERY CHOICE HAS A CONSEQUNCES.I've never regretted the decision that ii've made.





Working toward perfection





*Memories that you've left behind for me.You left for good??without saying anything.

Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you.RE:Someone may have stolen your dream when it was young and fresh and you were innocent. Anger is natural. Grief is appropriate. Healing is mandatory. Restoration is possible.

Things seems fine on the outside,but the reality is, it wasn't what people used to think.Aimless thoughts came flooding into my mind,this nearly suffocated me.CHOICES HAS TO BE MADE!Maybe ii was being too childish.Or maybe blamed it on my recklessness in solving relationship problems.I'm at lost of what should ii do,so that all these problems can be solved eventually.I tried asking myself,what really went wrong?All my brain cells are searching for an answers. could it be.....Both of us are at faults?
I've tried my best at everything,juggling between schoolworks and YOU.Well we've made this choice together in the very first place.I've never regretted the time when ii spent with you.You made me smiled happily like an innocent kid without any worrys in her mind.You assured her that she will be safe if you were by her side protecting her.TIME really can change alot of things ii guessed.In a minute of time.Remembered all the wonderful times we used to tease each other?whenever we're together we behaved like kids.All the promises we made to each other? We sealed all the promises with our cute little finger.I placed trust in you,yet you've broken the trust.Destroyed it completely.
I'm dumbfounded when you've confessed everything to me.You were in distressed even before you've confessed to me.I knew you were struggling,with all the things you're going to tell me.I sensed it in your eyes.You pushed me away.I cried silently beside you,you didn't say anything to comfort me.Till that point ii've already knew the answer in your heart.you chose her out of love,you kept by your side because you think it's unfair to me.Just because ii've treated you far too well then any of ur other exs..You told me excuses are not a good solution to any problems.
I've faced everything up bravely,used all my remaining strength trying to mend things up.My soul are crying out loud,no one seems to hear it.
I've fell again,and for this time ii know it's gonna be hard for me to stand back upright again.I need to go through all this by myself,no one can help me out.I need love and support now.Concern is the key to healing.Maybe ii need time.AMPLE time.All my smile has faded away silently.Facing the real world now seems like it's ripping my fresh and soul apart.I don't wanna think anything now,trying my best to block all train of thought about you.Putting a smile on my face now,seems like an unachievable task.My energy and trust have been drained out.How long more can ii withstand everything??I'm holding on for as long as ii can hopefully.
EVERY CHOICE HAS A CONSEQUNCES.I've never regretted the decision that ii've made.





Working toward perfection





*Memories that you've left behind for me.You left for good??without saying anything.